[broken hearted]

I seem to be having a much harder time accepting my situation and beginning to move forward than most others. I have vivid dreams about my husband still and also have dreams where he and the OW are both in them. I cry every single day, I am very depressed, I just can't seem to shake these feelings no matter how much I try and tell myself I'm better off with the divorce. I can't shake the feelings of wanting to be a family and I can't seem to shake the anger that I have towards my husband. I hate his for what he's done to me, to our children, to our marriage, and I really hate that he just gave up, didn't give our family or our 11 year history a chance to be happy again. My poor daughter was put through hell the entire time I was carrying her bc of what my husband was putting me through. She came into this world with her parent's divorcing. I get vivid pictures and flashbacks daily. The flashback that I can't seem to shake is the day my husband disclosed to me that he had been sleeping with another woman.

For those of you who don't know my story, check out my thread "Still heart broken and terrified I may never recover."

I truly believe that I may be suffering from some sort of post traumatic stress disorder after all the events that have transpired in my life over the last 8 months. Is this possible??