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Well, I'm actually 24. He's 23. And no I don't want to take him back. Actually, every day gets easier, and hurts less. Now that I have the car, I feel a lot better. He begged me to take him back, and I simply told him that I had no respect for him, and respected MYSELF too much to have him in my life.
He is scum, he's pathetic, and he's a sorry excuse for a living organism, much less a man. I do NOT want him in my life. I told him that I don't deserve anything he has done to me, and I won't give him the chance to try to hurt me again.
A dear friend of mine, grew up with the girl who is the mother of his first child. Last night, he told me that when she was pregnant, she found 4 other girls that were pregnant by him...he knew another girl that was too, and I know another one who lost his baby. He has only admitted to the first one, and the one that was lost. I don't quite see how all those girls could have his children, and them have no contact with him, or law after him, so I really don't believe it. However, I've learned never to underestimate how sick he is.
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That's just what I think....
Ally
UNLESS someone like you cares a whole awful lot,
nothing is going to get better. It's not.
"The Lorax" Dr. Seuss
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