[couldhebesoheartless]

Yes. I'm very sad. I guess that I get what I deserve for getting involved with a married man. Its just that when my husband abandoned me and our children I sunk into a deep depression, felt worthless, my esteem was shattered. This man came along and told me what I needed to hear. I was vulnerable, it felt good and so even though I knew it was wrong I went with it. I am suffering dearly now for my actions.

I have so much guilt for hurting another woman, wife, mother. Afterall, I know exactly how it feels. I'm ashamed that I did that to her, wish that I could apologize. I've now heard from friends and people who work with him that he is sad and miserable every day of this life.

I'm curious though. What is it that he is so sad about? Is he sad because hes ruined his marriage & hurt her? Is he sad that I'm no longer in his life? He has told me that he wishes he could still be with me but that he owes it to her to at least try to work through this if she wants to after all that hes done to her. I agree, I think he at least owes her enough to let her try to work through it. But I don't understand why he is so sad. Now my actions have hurt not only her, but him as well.