boyfriend's ex

Jenn

My boyfriend is friends with his ex. I am fine with that. She has a boyfriend too. But last night my boyfriend asked me if it was okay that he goes to Thunder with her (thunder is fireworks). He could tell this bothered me. Because I barely see him for one, and he then he told me that he worries that she is going to kiss him while they are out. I told him that if she does I will hurt her. But in reality I can't because I am 19 and she is 16.

Now he and this girl have dated so many times. He told me that basically when he breaks up with someone he goes back to her. I fear that he is going to realize that he wants her and not me. He is the only thing that is going good in my life. I don't want to lose this. What should I do? Should I tell him no, not to go with her? I mean that would seem like I am a bitch. Or should I let them go? A few of my friends told me that they would go with me if I wanted to see fireworks. I don't know what to do. This thing is supposed to take place Saturday 4/20/02. So I need to know what to do as soon as possible.