[rhondajalb]

I don't know what to do. I want to keep my marriage but my husband thinks he doesn't. he has been in and out of an affair for a year and a half with a women from his job and he has been back and forth from her to me he says that he isn't doing anything with her anymore but everytime he calls and says he is going to be late then my mind goes crazy. this last time I told him to make sure that this is what he wants and he assured me that it was. I should have known better I guess. everytime he would come home he would be here all happy for a month then after that he would be ready to leave again. he's that way now but I told him I would not tell him to go nor would I let him. I think that he made that choice two months ago and he needs to stick with it and make this work. as of right now there is no communication between us. what can I do. I feel like I have done everything