[SaddEyes]

Hello All, I am new to the forum, my name is Matthew and I am 23 years old.
You see I got a new job not too long ago and training was two weeks long. Sept 19-Oct 1. So i saw a girl there named Mary. I thought she was flirting with me and she is extremely nice to everybody, so a week after training started I asked her in a note "can i buy you lunch tomorrow". And she said "yes Matthew I suppose" with a smile. So i bought her lunch and we talked. After that lunch though I was so nervous I never really asked her to do anything else.
A week later when training was finished on Friday everybody was leaving and she came over to my car and gave me her number and said call me. So I did and we agreed to get together and I would go to her house and I bought some beer. We wathced some movies and talked and she wouldnt let me drive home because I was drinking so she took my keys and I said I'd sleep on the couch then and she said I could sleep with her. So we kissed and I offered to cuddle her and she said "i feel so comfortable with you".

So every few days I end up going to her house after work ( 3AM) and sleeping with her and cuddling her. But it came up she said that she doesnt want a commitment.

One night she said "you have a two year old daughter matthew but I want you to know that it wont affect us"
then one night she said " I was with Andrew for two years and we broke up 11 months ago and I never had anything like "this" (cuddling...etc) since then.

"i dont know what I want " she said one day

One day she called me babe

Then she said She doesnt know what she wants but she enjoys hanging out with me and she likes being friends with benefits.

When I left work the other day early before her I put a rose under the windshield wiper on her car and she said thats so sweet. Then I sent her a poem on the email last night and she said thats really really nice, call me tomorrow.

But these past few days I havent gone to her house because she said her roommate broke up with her boyfriend and they share a room and her roommate doesnt really like me too much.

What does this girl want? SHould I break it off? Every time I think about telling her I cant do this a voice in my mind says No because all I can think about is this girl.

Matthew