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I'm not sure if he's addicted persay....I look at porn myself from time to time...It never bothered me much that he had porn until recently. My boyfriend is into Celeb Porn. I've known this from the day we started dating. I didn't know how MUCH he liked it though. Seems we cannot watch a normal movie together without him going to his computer to look up a new actress to see her naked. As I realized how much he was into this, I can't stand watching TV with him as I can't tell if hes interested in the show, or if hes remembering to d/l naked pics of her later. As soon as I'm asleep or not home, or out with friends, he's got a whole new set of porn. He knows I'm on his comp often, he knows I've seen his porn collection. He's never stated that this bothers him. My problem is this....About a month ago I found about 15 files on his comp of kiddie porn. Not talking "hot young teens" that are really 20 but look young. We're talking 5 yr olds, 10 yr olds, and this was in the title of the file, not like he could have d/l it and not have known. It was deleted the night i found it. In denial, I shrugged it off to maybe he put it on there to see if I found it so he could say he didn't like me snooping on his comp. This would be an extreme way to do this however, but you never know how someone's mind works. Then I thought maybe he just had a brain fart and wanted to know what such porn was like and he got sickened by the fact that he was even remotely interested after the fact and deleted it. Today I found another file called "Teen twins PTHC" PTHC stands for Pre Teen Hard Core. I cannot d/l the file to see what it is, and he has deleted it. He is doing searches on Kazaa for PTHC. If i do this search myself, it pulls up again, 5, 6 10, 11 year olds...with a 18 yr old mixed in every now and then. In my opinion, if he were looking for young looking girls in porn, he wouldnt' be doing a PTHC search...We've been together 2 years. I've never in those 2 years told him no for sex. So I guess it hurts that instead of coming to bed with me to have sex, he stays up late to look at porn. I don't understand if you had your choice between sex with a real person, and sex with yourself, why its a hard decision. I'm always open to new stuff and he knows this. I don't know if his normal addiction is "normal" or "addiction" I'm also blown away by this kiddie crap....and so lost as to what to do..
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