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Am I Just REALLY Paranoid???
I have been having a LDR w/a man I met online a year ago. We've met in person and spent some time together the week he was in town near where I live. (We slept together too)...
Anyways... now he's back in Seattle and I'm in the midwest. We talk on messenger, text and phone all the time. Lately, I was becoming very clingy and sensed that I had to back off..so that's what i'm doing now.
Last night we were on messenger and he kept making excuses to leave the conversation but would return minutes later. It seems like, and I'm just assuming that he has another conversation going.. and I feel very ignored and I'm guessing this is what has triggered my clingyness..b/c I fear he will find someone else and I love him.
I just went through a very hard break up 2 years ago.. and if this guy hurts me then I would just be so crushed. He'll always tell me that he's serious about me... though when I mention our future together.. or if we will ever have one , he gets annoyed at me and tells me to just calm down.
I dont know what to do or think and I'm so aggrevated!!!
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