[backatone]

The saga continues. You all know she left me (wanted a time out to figure her life out) and I immediately did no contact. A month later she calls me.......yadda yaddda.........a few calls later I said I need my stuff back and she says fine........then I never hear from her.

A week later I said I need her address so I can send her referral money that I told her I would give her if she got me some business. Then i hear nothing from her for a couple weeks, and tonight I get this email. She was sick and in the hospital.....cant pay her hospital bill because she has no insurance. I feel kinda bad, but after reading it I immediately got furious. This girl that was suppose to be in love with me, goes to the hospital and I dont even get a f^cking call?? Like I meant nothing to her at all. Closest guy in her life for 2 years and then I dont even know that she is ill as all hell. I am beyond bitter now. Im furious.

Maybe I am way in left field here (no offense democrats). I dont even want to respond. But then part of me wants to ring her neck in the email and tell her exactly how I feel. I dont know if she just had too much pride to call me. But come on!! Then I dont want her to think I am an ass for not responding. But she did not even call me when she was hospitilized. I feel like I meant nothing to her.

Please advise.......