[hugznkisses21]

Ok u guys may know my back ground if not....
Im 22 hes 24 together 1 yr 8 months...he is my first true love, longer term and firt one i have slept with

So we got back onto the topic about me feeling rejected. I get turned down alot for sex but when he wants it boom im there cause i love it and him!

So everytime i ask why he rejects me alot he says "i dont know" that seems to be his standard cop out answer for everything. I know he isnt cheating....he says he loves me and tell me all the time and he says im beautiful sexy yadda yadda.

So like what the hell....he said maybe hes tired, stresses (these are starting to get old) and he said maybe I feel I dont have to be like that sooo much because i know I have u now and i dont have to try to hard. So let me get this straight you are 24 and ur shutting down already.

He has been with women before...not me he is my first so its like whoa....im still new at this I have lots i wanna do, try and get to know my own body.

Now here is my situation. Im young i have alot to learn, see, try and expieriment....I love him with all my hard and it makes me sick to my stomach that I would even think about leaving him because he is amazing in all other aspects but this being a big part of a relationship plus it still being something im discovering what do I do. Its not like we dont have sex its just its a whole lot less often and i will get turned down alot. Ok so he tired or he has to work in the morning cool.........but dont tell me u aint yanking one instead of me ya know. I need some inputt on this. I feel like im stuck with being so inlove with him sex doesnt matter and feeling like im still young and i dont want to feel like im not worth the effort.

Maybe there is a comprimise or soemthing i can do.....

PLEASE