[backatone]

Well, she left me an email the day after New Years. Saying that she would have called but she is not sure if I am mad at her. She gave me a list of things that she is working on in order to try to get her life back on track. Saying that she has neglected things in her life so long that it is time to get back on pace. She also stated that she loved me and missed me.

Now, here is the problem. The email clearly shows that she thinks that we are on a break and not broken up. This is rather tricky for the simple fact that if I do let her figure her life out, whos to say that in a couple weeks the next email wont read," I have been thinking, I need to be single and dont feel like a boyfriend right now" If I wait around, who knows when she will be ready and/or if she will be ready. At the same time, how can I go out and meet new girls when she thinks we are still together but just on a break. Then I would be cheating.

Im confused here.