[shellso]

OK first off my boyfriend and I are vary serious...marriage serious when this happened.
We had a house party and one of his friends brought his new fling over. My boyfriend was so drunk and ended up all over her full fledged making out on our deck, and he was on top of her on the couch! He even asked me if it was OK and 'Why are mad" This was a week before our anniversary and he was SO disgusted in himself afterwards.

The B!+(# even came along to our camping trip which was on our anniversary!!! RUDE!!! I totally embaressed her for being so slutty as to cheat on her man as well as going after a taken one etc. He also got his ear-full and I was going to leave.

Anyways we have gotten on better terms and I'm wondering if I'll ever be able to trust him again. Before that happened I was totally cool and now I feel like I need a private investigator whenever he leaves the house. (Complete exaggeration) I just feel like I cant trust him and I think I have A Dam good reason for it. There's no way in hell I'll allow him to get sh** faced with his friends when I'm not there but let alone cheating on me when I AM there!
Again we are now on better (not the greatest) terms. I still need to deal with my emotions.

Please if anyone has ever cheated on you and you tried to work it out, let me know how it all ended up and your emotional experiences.