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me and this girl went out for 9 months, she said that she loves me and
that i'm all she wanted she told me that constantly through our
relationship, but on her birthday i blew it, i over reacted and broke up
with her b/c i was insecure bout her and another guy b/c she always talked
to him and hung out with him alot. i felt bad and i felt i should trust
her so i apologized for all what i did like the next day and i gave her
flowers and wrote her a poem, she came back to me we started going out
again but she only went out with me for 2 days after i gave her the roses.
she said she needs time to get over what i did, i gave her time its been 2
weeks.

i go and see her at work and i find that she has that guys ring on
her finger, she admitted it was his ring and that she took it from him the
night they hung out, she also told me that she had gotten over what i did
to her on her birthday and she said it doesnt hurt her any more. So i
asked her if she would go back out with me and she said that she cant
handle a relationship right now, and i'm tottally clueless b/c this is the
girl that ive been in love with and i know for a fact that she loves me
too, but lately shes been really flakey and whenever i call her she is
with that guy. I asked her if she wants to b with anybody else and she
looks at me in the eye with total confidence and tells me she she doesnt
wanna b with anyone. she wrote me a letter the other day saying that she
loves me and she wants to start our relationship over again, starting from
friends and moving up from there, she says she doesnt want to loose me and
hopes that me and her can get back together in the future but not now, so

i'm wondering if she doesnt want to get w/me b/c of the guy or if she is
going through something thta she doesnt want to tell me bout. she used to
call me everyday but its been a week now and she hasnt called me. i call
her and she is either with that guy or has to do something and for some
reason she never wants to tell me that she is with the guy. i wanted to
talk to her today after school and she told me she had to go somewhere i
asked her where she was going she said she is gonna go talk to her mom,
later on in the day i call her and ask her how it went she tells me she
decided not to talk to her mom and went out somewhere, i asked where she
went and she says it doesnt matter and i dont have to know everythign in
her life.
i'm confused she tells me she wants me and doesnt want to loose
me, yet it seems like she is spending all her time with another guy. i
love her soo much and dont want to let her go,i gave her roses and gave
her a card i wrote her a love letter and burned her a cd. she said she
cried to the cd and that she said she appreciates it all but just wants to
be friends for now and hopes we will get back together in the future. what
do u think is going on? i find it very hard to move on and it hurts me
that she is haning out with this other guy instead of me help me please