[SierraMist]

Hey guys,

I just thought id tell you guys what im feelings coz im pretty sure all my friends are sick of hearing my story..but here it is:
I was dating this girl for 7 months, and boy were those 7 months the greatest moments in my life. Some rough roads came along and she went out with another guy while we were together. A week later they broke up because she knew she had done wrong and apologized to me until i took her back. So i did and now were together again, but ever since we've been back together all ive heard is that she has been messing around with other guys and such. Living in California, the place is huge and i got friends that hang out with their friends that hang out with her and see her messing around with other guys. Btw im not stalking, people i hang out with randomly tell me out of nowhere. Being me, i didnt believe and i even talked to her about and she totally denied it. Even though i know shes lying to me. BUT heres the thing, one night while i was about to go to bed, i thought about the situation and u know what i came up with??? I dont need a girl like that, I need a girl that cares for me on the same level i care for her. I dont need a girl that cant stick to 1 guy, i dont need a girl that can't commit to something, i dont need a girl that lies!. I need a girl that i can TRUST. thinking about this, i never felt so liberated. Anyways, im gonna call things off and move on. Its a hard task, but theres nothing i cant do. Especially after the way she has treated me.
As soon as i have completed this task, i can finally say that this is the final chapter of this book, and time to start a new one being single and instead of thinking about her, start to think about myself for once, and how i can improve. Knowing this, its making things easier to let go just thought id tell you guys hehe