Am I paranoid?

josie

My boyfriend and I live together and work different hours. He goes on my computer when I'm at work or in the middle of the night when I'm sleeping. I know that most of what he does on the internet involves porn. The .gif images stay on the computer's hard drive. It bugged me when I first found out, but I think I can handle that.

The problem is that he used to leave these little post-it notes lying around the computer with girls' names and e-mail addresses on them in his handwriting. At first, I questioned him about this. He apologized and said, it was nothingbut that he would stop doing it. He only stopped leaving the notes by the computer. Now I find them on the floor under the bed, or in his pockets when I'm doing laundry. He also has many different e-mail addresses that he thinks I don't know about. I don't know if I should be worried or if this is just something I should ignore. I find it very difficult to stop thinking about it. I should mention that in every other aspect of our relationship, there are no real problems. I do trust him, but I'm afraid I may be starting to doubt that trust. Am I paranoid?