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Today was a very hard day of the NC I understand now where he is coming from at some of the old letters he wrote me. So of course I want to call and say sorry, I stop myself and wonder where really would this lead us it will be the same crap different pile.
I made it and I'm glad I made it, still early but sleep is on the horizon Thank you all and sweet dreams :-)
I wonder since he can be very sensitive Is he waiting for me??
I guess not if he could write a letter to an x with his undying love after 5 years with me that is what is keeping me NC that hurts and I suppose I would never feel the apple of his eye.
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