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Originally Posted by Exit

I've come to accept a lot of the bad things about her. No longer blaming myself 100%, I've realized all the things I deserve to blame on her. Slowwwly getting over her, not desperate to have her back, but there are still certain things that I wish I could share with her.

We got a cat together and I kept him. He's the coolest cat ever and he does the goofiest stuff, every time she'd come over I'd have a new story or a new picture to show her of the cat doing something stupid. We raised the cat together and I've already noticed it's strange when my female friends come over and talk about how cute the cat is or whatever it just doesn't feel right.

Neither of us were huge video game nerds but we were both fans of the creepy Silent Hill video game series. Just browsing the internet on a lonely Friday night and I found out they're coming out with a remake of the very first Silent Hill in January and it's a really cool idea for fans of the game and if I wasn't so far into NC I'd be tempted to talk to her about it.

There's certain TV shows that we watched together and one especially that she got me to start watching with her and next spring is the final season and I don't know if I'll be able to watch it. No matter how far I get over her, I know when the first episode of the new season comes on I'll be sitting here that night reminded of her. Funny to think no matter how much progress I make in moving on, I know that's gunna remind me of her, and it's going to suck not being able to discuss it with her.

I know it's her loss, her choice to not be sharing these things with me any longer, and I'm sure there's at least one other girl on the planet I'll find things in common with, but in some cases it would feel weird to try sharing these same things with someone different.

Just ranting... wish she wasn't a crazy, shallow, egotistical serial monogamist, so I could still be with her.

I've been there bro. For a while, way too many things triggered back memories and nostalgia......

Movies we'd seen
TV shows
Music
Restaurants.............

Hell, I even had a bad habit of finding old receipts to things, and checking the date on them to see if it was before we'd broken up.

You'll move past it.