[Son of Homer]

This too will pass. Hold your course, keep your eyes on your live and where you are going not him and wondering what he is feeling. Drive your car not his. Keep your car on the road and see where this wonderful life takes you next. Be excited! Who were you before you met him? Where is that person? Who were you when you were 18? Where is that person? Who were you when you were five? Where is that person?
Your happiness is in you, not in him or through him. You are the center of your universe, not him. You are doing fine, just keep it up! There are tears in life. Be happy in your sadness and celebrate your life of joy and pain. They are both reasons why you came here, so enjoy the sensation of both. Savor and relish your emotions, good and bad.