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MizzB and HST,
UGH. Right there with ya both!! As hard as it is to deal with, I wouldn't give up a minute with him if I could go back in time and just skip it all. Even knowing how badly it hurts and how I have broken my own moral codes, I would still love him, and still make love to him.
BUT, if I had known then that he was married, I would have avoided all of this, cause I would not have allowed it to happen.
It is what I have been through and how I have learned to love him, that makes me think I would do it all again. How is that for chasing your tail in a circle?? With the info about his maritial status THEN before I was in love, i wouldn't have done it, but knowing then EVERYTHING I know now, I still would.. *I don't even make sense to myself somedays*
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