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It's been almost 2 months for me. I've broken it a couple of times and I still have hope, part of me wishes I didn't. I went NC with him when I found out he had asked for a divorce but his wife wanted to try counseling first. I know that if they can work things out and BE HAPPY together then I can deal with that and move on..........it's the not knowing how it's going to turn out that's killing me. However, I will not enter back into an affair with him, the affair IS OVER!!! That part is very freeing, as much as I miss him. =)
I'm still a bit in limbo, but I'm many steps closer to no longer being that way. I think I'm subconsciously dealing emotionally a little at a time. NC first, then missing him, then letting myself remember the good times and bad, and next will be moving on completely. If he stays with her and works things out then I'll deal with our relationship being over for good. I'm not emotionally ready for that and I don't want to go through that pain unless I have to.
One day at a time and every day I'm stronger and regaining who I used to be!
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