Hey this is me, the one who started this post. I'm doing alot better. I talked to her through the phone and she made me realize some things, kind of harsh but it helped. I just got done eating my first real meal since monday and i feel happy. But what made me feel real happy is the fact that my ex boyfriend after 2 years just saw each other for about an hour a couple hours ago and it was amazing. I really dont know why we even broke up but THat's just a whole other story, i wont go into that. lol So that just made me really happy.

I know all i gotta do to make my life better is to just be strong and my situation wont be forever as long as i do what i gotta do which is find a job, go to school, meet new people and so on. I'll try not to let this depression affect my eating cuz thats just terrible not to eat. Thank you!!!