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Originally Posted by xxx

Hi everyone ... I am new to the forums and i know this sounds wacky but I am seriously in need of help


I don’t even know where to begin - I’m a 25 yr old female - and ever since I was younger I’ve always loved sex. I am in a relationship now for almost 2 years with my wonderful boyfriend- he is amazing I really do love him. We are a LDR relationship and I get sexually frustrated ( I would never cheat on my bf ) so I turn to porn. I am so addicted to any porn that has Rocco Siffredi in it … and its been getting really nuts. I would go to sleep thinking of Rocco and wakes up thinking of him…i’d rush home from work just to watch Rocco… and I would search all over the net just for any news or info on him - I read his whole biography so I know so much about him… I’m so jealous of his wife and his two sons I wish that it was me who gets to spend my life with him - its nuts i tell ya….I don’t know if its LDR that is causing me to be like this - I am so in love with my bf i’ve never cheated - never even looked at another guy before when we were living together.

Lately I’ve even googled ways to get into the porn industry just so I can do scenes with Rocco …like I’d do whatever it takes to meet him - have sex with him …
I can’t believe i get jealous when i see other porn stars with him - I just wish that I could be with him even if it is just once….

what is wrong with me? I have no idea but I am scaring myself with my obsession. Its like i am outside looking in at myself and I can’t seem to just stop all of this. I wish I never knew of him I was so normal before.. now I keep watching his videos over and over , reading his bio over and over and my heart just beats really fast all the time when i see him… he’s also 45 which is 20 years older than me and i know i’ll never get to meet him in this lifetime. It takes up so much of my time that I could use towards other things that would be beneficial to me. Instead I spend all of my free time obsessing over Rocco - who doesn’t even know I exist nor gives me a second of his time.

I just want to get rid of this obsession…please any advice will be so appreciated..

Something tells me this is a troll. he has herpes. Do you want herpes?