[hopelesslady]

I am a married women that has two children. I have been with my husband for ten years. I am only 31 and I am always alone with my children. My husband works a lot of hours and fells the need to go and have drinks with the guys almost 4 to 5 days a week. He is a great provider but I feel the need for more than material things. I am very lonley and have found myself having feelings for another man who is also married with a baby. He is always in my mind when I go to sleep and the first thing I think of when I wake up.

I don't know what to do. This man and I are really intimate and I have extremely strong feelings for him. He makes me feel sexy, important and loved. I can close my eyes and almost smell him, it is so intense, I can hardly stand it. When were able to spend the night together and I revealed to me that he was falling in love with me. I feel the same way. Where there is a void in my home life, he fills.

I am not sexually attracted to my husband. Don't get me wrong, I love my husband, he has always been there for me, and he is a good father.. the other man just happens to be everything else.

I don't know what to do. Now I am not lonely. But what about my husband?