[sweetlips]

I have been in a relationship with a guy for a little over three years now. He was my high school sweet heart. We did not see each other for over 20 years and I was divorced three years ago and we ran into each other. Well sparks flew and we have been seeing each other since.

The problem is he's married!!!! I know that he will never leave his wife and that's O.K. I know he loves his wife very much. He tells me all the time how much I mean to him and how much he wants to be with me. I just feel awefull about the relationship because I am doing what I said I would never do and that is have a affair with a married man.

My ex husband is my X because he had a affair and I felt terriable because I could believe that he was having and affair. I will never forget the way I felt the day I found out. I said then that I never wanted to be the cause of another woman feeling that way. I am doing it. She doesn't know who I am but I am sure she knows there is someone else. He tells me that there marriage was in trouble before our relationship ever started. I don't know how to stop it. I know that it's wrong. But I need some advise...