[shooting_star22]

Hi everyone. This is my first time in here, so I'm pretty new at all this. I have a 'lil problem and I was hoping someone could help me out.

I just broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months. We had a great relationship. I broke up with him because I just didn't feel the same way about him anymore. When we were at parties, I was always afraid that he wasn't having a good time and I was. I felt really guilty. On top of that, we're both going to different colleges in a couple months. I thought I should end it now before we got too serious.

It hasn't been very long since the breakup. But I'm having some second thoughts. I broke up with him pretty quickly. I'm afraid I acted a little impulsive. I didn't even try to work it out with him. I just ended it. I really felt bad for breaking up with him. We agreed to stay friends.

I'm really torn in half here. Half of me is saying "you did the right thing. The feelings just aren't there anymore. Time to move on." But the other half is saying "No no no. You just threw away a great guy. You didn't even try to work it out. Go back to him." I really want to talk to him and see how he's feeling about all this. I feel like pouring all this out to him. I've always been able to talk to him. But should I? Did I make the right decision breaking up with him? What do I do now? Someone please help me.