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Thanks a lot for the advice guys… Sorry its hard to explain anything in a succinct way. I tried talking about it with my brother but he just wants to try to forget about it, and he said he doesn’t want to discuss it again as it makes him so angry. The problem is that I’ve just moved back in with my parents for final year of college as I don’t have enough money to live away, while he just moved out and is living with his girlfriend.
I have to put up with my father still, and though I don’t think he’ll physically abuse me again because of what happened recently (long story), he still expects me to do what he wants and respect him as if he’s done nothing wrong, and has every right to interfere with every aspect of my life. And I hate him so much for what he’s done to me, and find talking ‘normally’ to him very difficult.
Rationally I know what happened when i was younger wasn't my fault, but its hard to know how much I really believe it. I feel I have made *some* progress though... Therapy = money which is unfortunately lacking, though I might try the college counselling services.
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