[facadegeniality]

i know its been weeks since i started this thread.

Every time after i have such thoughts, i feel v disgusted with myself. I wanna kill these thoughts because i know im attracted to only women. How do i make these thoughts go away?


i have a feeling its the low self esteem that is making me think that way..or i just may have that tendency and my low self esteem is the catalyst.

I have cut down my (str8) porn viewing to once a week. i think its a mark improvement already.