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I have been at my job for roughly 5.5 months, never to curious about the guys because im too busy learning my new job and trying to make a good impression.
I made an excellent impression, everyone loves me, boss's adore me, always get the so called "special attention" because im a never-say-no type and always want to please.
Well about a month ago i started noticing this guy, we'll say his name is J, in the recieving portion of my work, he is a "higher-up" so they call it, basically a manager. I walk by his office everyday to get to my department and several times a day to break throughout the day.
I found him on myspace and added him because i think he's cute and thought maybe we could just kinda hang. I knew he was in a relationship, a pretty serious one. but i wasnt looking for much, just friendship because i dont know many people outside of my department.
He started making the comments that he thought i was hott and had a great body ect ect.
well anyways today he came to my room at work and hung out for a while right before the end of the day...right around 3ish. just having fun joking and giving each other sh*t, nothing great.
So one thing lead to another and we ended up going at it, it only lasted a few minutes but seemed like 20-25 minutes.
Well i didnt want to get caught so i kept telling him, we gotta stop i dont want to get in trouble...I NEED MY JOB(i didnt say that but he knows that i have alot of bills and dont have any help paying for them but my own income).
Karma has a way of always catching up to me and J and I got caught. Another co-worker walked in on us, then ran to rat us out. Which is understandable. I wouldnt want to be put in the situation of knowing that someone was fornicating at work and not feel obligated to tell. I did think that this co-worker was the hush hush type, until i was not so descreatly escorted out of the building by security.

Im not wanting to get scolding or bash for typing this, i just couldnt tell anyone because of the amount of shame i feel and wanted to see if others have kinda had the same scenario happen to them.

I just hope now that i am unemployed, when i start turning in applications to new places-will they tell them why i was fired? Very affraid of what might come of this.