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I have to start by saying that i can't believe i'm doing this. But i can't sleep, so i need advices...
I've been with this girl for almost a year now. And we love each other so much and want to have a future together. But as with any relationship we have our fights. She was misbehaving lately and kept bitching about me spending more time lately with one of my buddies playing tennis. But i just wanted to get in shape and i told her that, but she wouldn't understand. And i kept playing tennis and we got in a fight and we didn't talk for a week. And during this week she went out with her co-workers, she had a few drinks( she didn't get drunk though cause she was able to drive!) she flirted with a guy and he offered to walk her to her car and once there they started kissing. She says that she stopped kissing him at some point because she realised it's not what she wanted. That she wanted me. The guy she kissed knew she had a boyfriend ( me ) and she also knew that that guy had a pregnant wife. And they all work together. And still they did what they did! Also to be known that two months ago she told me she has an admirer at work and that if I mistreat her i would push her in his arms! And i told her to stop flirting with guys or something bad is gonna happen. She admitted to me all this and i didn't break up with her because i love her so much and i know she loves me too. Now she is trying to win my trust once again, but this feeling is eating me alive from the inside and i keep thinking about it all the time... I really need your advice!