[me003]

I have always been shy, but will talk to people. this has always been who I am. Lately I have been staying home and like it and only going out when I have to, gym, or to see friends. I have also never been one to entertain people at my place. My parents always did.

I never thought anything of it. I have been having migranes and body aches. My friend last time told me that maybe I was depressed. I know when I am depressed and that is not how I feel. However, ever since she told me this, I am wondering if I am. I actually started feeling liek I am trapped at home. Just those few words have now made my home feel like a prison.

I just don't get it. Why is it that she changed this for me. She was being helpful, but now i feel like she ruined it.

I have always been the kind of person who helps out anyone in need. I am the one people can count on. Friday I had made plans with a friend, then she said that her husband had plans for Saturday and she said Sunday we would do something. Today, she tells me that because of the weather we could not meet. That it was too bad the movie she decided to go to I had already seen. So we should get together in 2 weeks. Now I feel like an idiot, I stayed home waiting for her phone call Saturday and Sunday. Now I feel like this was another reason why now I am depressed in my house. I have gone way beyond for her at bailed her out and I can't believe that she dismissed it. I am so angry. I had to cry because I felt like an idiot stopping my life.

I just need to know what you guys think or see as the problem, or even if you see a problem.