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Im pretty new ot the whole "proper relationship" thing. ive had only 2 women who i was in a proper relationship with. My present partner, one whom i trully love with all my heart, has abit of a past. I had no sexual encounters before he. we have been together 5 months, and we have done everything. Thing is, i asked her about her past. She revealed that she was really in love with another guy (so thats twice, me and him), i mean proper in love, as she is with me, and in fact he is a friend of mine, but she wasnt with ihm officially. he messed her around and used her for Bj's. This was last year and her friend finally told her about what was really happening. She has also given 5 other people BJ's and i am EXTREMELY bothered by it. i never say anything, i keep it bottled up because i love her, but whenever i think about her doing that with aoth man makes me feel horrible, and i cant stop it. Not only that, but things like size mixes into it. Its all so wrong, and i hate feeling like this, please help!