Ive had depression and anxiety since I was 15. Ive been on all kinds of antidpressants, they just always made me feel worse or not myself, like i was a zombie who couldnt laugh.i didnt care about anything esp school. I did have a high self esteem and wasnt scared to talk to people. i found myself having suicidal thoughts when i got depressed. 6 months ago I took myself off them, and started doing really well in school. I lost my confidence, I get upset very easily, I find myself being so insecure i hate looking at people in the eye. i broke up wtih my boyfriend abotu a month and ahalf ago. after saying he wanted to work things out, hes jsut acting liek he doesnt care. i had a breakdown last night and cried for abotu four hours, laid in my bed, sat on the shower floor crying as i showered. this isnt normal.im at work right now and feel like i coul dburst into tears. and i really need to get my self respect back and dignity so that i stop trying to get back with someone that doesnt respect me. i also want to start loving myself and stop thinking the world sucks. is anyone on any good antidpressants? im also taking ativan and buspar and seroquel for sleep. im just so miserable i really think i should go back on something
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