This stems from a conversation I had with one of my friends last night. He was talking about our circle of friends (there is alot of us, all were very close and all good trusting friends) and how everything has changed. He has known these people longer than me, and has seen even more people come and go from our circle. Some have lost touch completely, some are on bad terms. Even my friends now are losing touch with each other - it's like everyone is falling apart. There is so much bad feelings and negetivity between some people, I hardly feel like seeing them anymore. Everyone has a problem with at least someone, and no-one is happy.
It's weird seeing people you love and repsect so much going their seperate ways. But not in a civil and happy way - almost being pushed out of our circle because there's so much hate and bitching now. Sigh, it's really sad to see your best friends turning their back on each other.

It's not that I rely on them, but it's nice to know you have true friends with you...everyone is too involved with arguing and bitterness, that they all have seemed to forget how special friendship is and how hard it is to come by.
This is just a little rant, sorry.