[Buffalo_Soldier]

Iam 17 years old, and well to put it bluntly I am Fat....but I never really cared. I was always popular, because I am funny, I have the gift of making people laugh.....and I found out, the hard way, that wasn't enough. There is this girl I like in school, and I know her and shes part of the people I hang out with....but for the first time....me being fat has made me....well handicapped......She said she wouldn't go out with me if I was the last man on earth......I was shocked, I never heared those words before....and now I have stopped eating.......my parents have noticed so have my friends.......I eat when my stomach hurts bad.....and I see Iam loosing some weight....but .....I saw one of those after school specials.....about people who died from eating disorders....I want to know if there are any routines for people like me who are overweight (a lot) and want to live a normal life...