[heartbroken]

This is something that I did to someone. He didnt deserve it. I am not proud of it and hurt him more than anything.

I dated a guy for 3 yrs. We broke up in March but have remainded close friends at least until November when he found out that I had lied to him about something very major in my life. I didnt actually lie but rather omitted the truth. He deserved to know it. He also found out that I had been talking to other guys online and one in particular on the phone and letting him tell me he loved me and wanted to be with me. Some of the talk was also steamy. He now believes that I also cheated on him. I was never physically with these guys and they never meant anything to me. In truth I was trying to hurt them like I had been hurt in the past. In any case he truly believes I not only lied but cheated on him. Now he wont talk to me and has pretty much broken ties with me. He hasnt however told me he never wants to talk to me again. What he does say is that he doesnt want me as a friend because he cant trust me anymore.

My question is this. How do I prove to him that I am not cheating and that I am soooooo sorry I hurt him? How do I get him to move past it?