He was talking to a freind of his online, that he hasnt spoken to for quite some time. Well, apparently, this freind of his is getting married. His freind asked "how about you? Are you or are you planning too" and his reply was, not anytime soon. As I tell my girl.... One day at a time. GRRRR it makes me SOOOOOO angry, I just want to cry. Taht is somthing you tell someone a few months into a relationship, not almost 14 months into a relationship. Im SO depressed.
And I thought he was considering proposing.honestly, becuase we were at wal mart a couple of weeks ago, and we walked past the jewlery counter. Well, I stopped to look, cuase I always do. And he kept on walking, not realizing that I had stopped. I "absently" said aout loud, I like taht(referring to a ring). and He asked me what did I like. So I told him, "nothing" and he was like "is it a ring?" so he said he wanteed to see, and I showd him, a couple of different ones that I liked, and a couple of different styles that I liked.
WE had gone and seen American Wedding, the third american pie movie, and when we got home, he tried on the ring that i had bought him a LONG time ago, just "to see". So one minute he has me thinking he is going to ask me to marry him, then he goes and says, "not anytime soon. as I tell my girl...one day at a ttime" I am just so frustrated with the situation. And I dont want to talk to him aobut it, becuase I am afraid of what the answer might be. But what am I supposed to do? I dont want to be in a relationship that is not going to go anywhere. But I dont want to be without him either.
GRRRR! Thanks guys, if you read this all. Any ideas would be SO helpful
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