The devil wears Prada

[Diana9606]

I am 21 years old. I was raised in a religious family and with strong morals. My parents never had any other partners in their life except one another. My mom still thinks i am a virgin.

 

In that context i moved 3 years ago in my current city with a bursary at a university here. My parents make together around 600. So no way they can support me here.

 

I started working in a kitchen, 12 hours a day, 7days a week. Was exploited fully and my boss wanted me to hook up with his younger brother. My first bf and what i thought was the love of my life ended up banging half of the city i lived in. We broke up.

 

I had guys hit on me left right and center. Here prostitution is legal, a girl i met tried convincing me into it, i resisted. The school year started and my bursary only paid for my school. Worked weekends almlst 24 hours to support myself. Never even bought a shirt for myself.

 

On my 1 aniversary of being here i went to a bar, called my mom to lie to her once again about my situation.

 

A guy sits next to me and orders a beer. Gets in a discussion but i wasn't really interested. Offers to buy me a drink, i look at him and realize he is prob around 5-10 years older than my dad. I tell him to buy me a drink (the most expensive cocktail they had). He buys me 6 more over the course of the night. We started chatting and he tells me he is 52 and married with a son that is older than me.

 

I ask him if he usually chats up girls younger than hos son, he tells me no. Asks me honestly given where i am from and how i look if i model or escorted. I laugh and tell him not at all, didn't even get offended. I ended up opening up and telling him what i went to. Tell him about my limited sexual experience which is hard for him to believe. At one point he kissed me, i kissed him back.

 

Next thing i know we are in the back of the cab making out. We went to my place, i shared a room with someone but we was sleeping at her bf's for the week.

 

We had sex, i was so tight and not used to it that my hymen broke. Never broke with my ex the few times we did it. He was older, had white hair, a bit of a belly, but i was attracted to him. Don't remember much but he came. Inside of me but luckily my period was due any day then.

 

The next day i felt him get up and leave. I wanted him to stay, he explains me that his wife comes home soon and cant catch him away like that. He acted really weird.

I thought i will never see him again. Felt dirty and bad, also thought about his wife.

 

A few days later he calls me.Asks if i am alone. I sheepishly say yes as i was horny and roomate was away.

 

He admits to of never been with such a beautiful woman without paying. He brought me roses and a bottle of wine. I downed the bottle of wine and we did it again. This time i gave him great head and he came right away. Was my first time doing that as well, but watched a lot of movies to know fairly well what to do.

 

He leaves again.

 

Next week he picks me up, says he has a surprise. He comes in a car worth more than the apt i was living in.

 

He takes me shopping. I get to try all these clothes i never managed to afford. He enjoys watching me dress and undress. As a thank you i gave him head while coming home. He had spent over 1000 on me just that day. I never had tht before.

 

Before long he offered to move me into one of his condos. He had a few that he was renting out, of course the rent was free. His only rule was no other men allowed. I had all the clothes i wanted. Went to the spa, had a swimming pool in the complex and most importantly could study for university.

 

Invited my parents over to see where i live, my dad had a few hunches but i fooled them anyway. They where really happy with the plce i had

 

They thought it was for the person that was top of the class. I was average at best.

 

Sometimes he would come often sometimes once a month if he was away.

 

He helped my parents with money, paid off their debts and i made it seem like i won the lotto for that week. (Bought the numbers after the draw, explained the 4k he gave me as the win)

Fast forward to present day. I finally met his wife. I had to change locks at the apt. so she came as the coowner of the flat. She was really nice! She asked all these questions about my life, what i do and was fascinated with how pretty i am. For a little bit i forgot all about who she was. She was a very pretty woman in her day and took care of herself perfectly. She left and i cried.... i cried a lot at the guilt i felt.

 

Another time he told me that there is an event he wants to take me at. Went to a country house full of of very expensive cars. Inside there where couples, it was a swingers party. Drank a full bottle of wine to get in the mood. Ended up doing a partner swap, got home and took a shower for 2 hours to wash him off of me.

 

I got a year left of school. Finally met a group of friends my age that i get along with. My secret stays my secret and except for the whole world now to rea, only my best friend knows about it.

Decided to write this as a confession.

 

My question is what is the unadultered opinion of the forum members? What is your opinion?

 

My question is how much of a normal relationship can i have. I got used to wearing boots worth more than what my parents earn in a month!

Edited May 23, 2016 by a LoveShack.org Moderator
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[Lady Hamilton]

Something smells fishy...

 

On the off chance one can be promiscuous without breaking their hymen...

 

I've been rich, broke, then actually broke, then rich, then broke, now finally comfortable again. The adjustment that comes from being satisfied in those situations, broke or not, doesn't come with money, it comes with attitude.

 

Some of my happiest memories came from the days that I went from fast food restaurant to fast food restaurant stealing condiments so that I could bring them to an apartment that's the size of my now-living room, open them, and squirt them into bottles that made it look like I'd bought a full bottle of mustard.

 

Some of my worst came from when I could afford practically anything my brain could want and spent money like it was air.

 

Now I'm not nearly that well situated, but my big thrills come from saving for such exciting big goals as paying our car off two years early and seeing 5 digits before the decimal point in our savings account.

[SammySammy]

Normal relationship.

 

What's normal? It's possible your arrangement could last for some time. Who knows?

 

May be a good idea to get as much education as possible though. Place yourself in the best position to land on your feet in case things change.

 

Because, besides death and taxes, change is about the only thing certain in life.