AlaskanGal Posted December 19, 2008 Share Posted December 19, 2008 ....but it was my XMM's birthday today and I DID NOT send him birthday wishes in any way shape or form! Did I want to? yes, it was all I thought about all day. Did I? No! just wanted to share.... Link to post Share on other sites
frannie Posted December 19, 2008 Share Posted December 19, 2008 :D congrats! Link to post Share on other sites
wildsoul Posted December 19, 2008 Share Posted December 19, 2008 Not lame to acknowledge yourself for passing a difficult challenge! Who understands that success better than us? Well done! Link to post Share on other sites
Author AlaskanGal Posted December 19, 2008 Author Share Posted December 19, 2008 I was thinking of sending something than thought...."you know, he has a wife and family that can give him plenty of birthday wishes, I don't need to waste my time"..... and that's all I needed to stop myself. Are there times when I miss the hell out of him....absolutely....However I'm slowly coming out of the "fog" and every morning I wake up I find myself missing him a little less than I did the day before! Link to post Share on other sites
BrotherD Posted December 20, 2008 Share Posted December 20, 2008 Cheers Alaska Gal Something thats helped me regarding B-days, Holidays etc... I just play the whole thing out in my head on how ANY contact would go... Every time it leads back to the same conclusion There is nothing that gets around the fact that they are married. Nothing. Until there is a change there is NOTHING TO SAY...it all leads to alot of friggin trouble.. Congrats for staying firm. Silence is like kryptonite to these folks...let it do the hard work.. You go have fun and live your life, thats what im doin... BroD Link to post Share on other sites
smarterthanbefore Posted December 23, 2008 Share Posted December 23, 2008 This do not sound lame at all. U should be proud of yourself. I know how hard it is to go NC. I've been there myself. Everyday I stayed NC was a victory. I was with my xmm for 6 months before I knew he was married, by then I was already emotionally attached. He was in the military, so a wife was easy to hide, as he traveled all the time. I immediately broke it off. It was the hardest thing ever. I know how you feel. Keep upthe good work. You will meet a great guy that is only for you. You deserve that. Link to post Share on other sites
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