Okay so my boyfriend and I have been together for a year.
I'm 18, he's 17. He's coming to my state in a few weeks to see me and I'm getting really nervous. I've done this befre, met people online and met them, two being guys I liked.
And both of those guys hurt me pretty bad..they told me they loved me and we only hungout once and I never talked to them again.
I guess that's one reason I'm nervous, but I think my bf now is pretty different from them because 1.) I met both those guys after only a couple months and 2) they never asked me to be their gf, whereas my bf now did..and he's been patiently waiting, loving and caring for a whole year.
So I know this guys different. Another reason I'm nervous would be cause I'm kind of insecure. I don't really love the way I look. I have my good days but overall I don't think I'm anything special. I've been trying to get more in shape and I just don't think I'm all that pretty.
Also I think I look a lot better in pictures so I'm nervous that my bf has this like, set way of how he thinks I look but when he sees me he might think completely different and hate everything about me.
The biggiest reason I'm so nervous though is because my constantly tells me that I'm the prettiest girl ever, that he promises that even if I looked ugly he'd still love me all the same.
He tells me im the one and that he will never want anyone else.
We've made planns to move in together when he graduates next year because the college he's going to is where I live.
He's also told me that he's sure I'm the one he wants to marry and have a life with. I'm worried that once we meet, everything will change. that he won't feel the same and all these promises and plans are gonna go right down the drain. I don't want that to happen because I really don't want to lose him, I love him so much and want us to work out.
He's also never had a gf before. Never kissed or even hugged another girl. so I'm really nervous about all of this. what do you guys think? and do you have any advice or experiences of your own? thanks