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It's like when i didn't do anything exciting during the day (i have a 9-5 deskjob for crying out loud) she'll come off saying stuff like, "wow, you're such a dud". I didn't mind it at first but now i think it's starting to get really annoying. We've been dating for about 4 months - 2 months exclusively. The thing is, i think we don't have a lot in common to talk about sometimes. She loves to talk & so when she asks me about something i can't relate to (geez, is it my fault i'm not into that?!) i think she gets frustrated & starts talking crap (like mentioned above).

 

Although things have gotten a lot better, sometimes i wonder where this relationship is going. We care deeply for each other & what happens in each other's lives (that's for sure) but sometimes her 'joking' makes me wonder what she really thinks about me. You know what they say, jokes are half-meant. She'll jokingly say stuff like "i don't even know why i'm with you", "okay, let's break-up". And there was this one time she answered the phone and i asked who was there and she'd tell me "oh, dont worry, some stupid person" then i'm like, "that's not very nice" then she'll reply "yeah, but that person doesn't know that --that's what i refer to you when you call" --i give her the WTF look then she giggles and gives me a hug as though she meant "aww, i'm sorry - i'm was just kidding". WTF?!

 

The weird thing is - she doesnt show any signs that she's ashamed of me or anything. Geez, she even wants me to meet her friends from highschool (i'm 21, she's 20 btw). Then she keeps telling me how happy she is with 'us' and tells me all her friends know about me and can't wait to meet me (oh crap, is that a good thing or a bad thing??). She's told me that she's happy more times than i've said it. She was the one who initiated getting our pictures taken. She says 'i miss you' more than i do. So i'm thinking what gives? Could it be that she's more into the 'us' aspect of the relationship than she is with me? Or maybe she's just a spoilt brat that has yet to grow up?

 

Well, i feel as though this post is a bit rushed so if i'm missing anything (which i feel like i am) or if something doesnt sound clear please let me know.

 

I'll appreciate any input. Thanks.

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WRONG! Maybe you care, but she most assuredly doesn't. If she did she'd never say things such as:

 

"wow, you're such a dud"

"i don't even know why i'm with you", "okay, let's break-up"

"yeah, but that person doesn't know that --that's what i refer to you when you call"

 

This woman is trouble from the word go, my friend. This is behavior is textbook emotional abuse. She likes hurting people (especially men) and making them chase their tail. It'll only get worse and she'll jerk you around until you have no self-respect left.

 

Do yourself a favor and show her the door.

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I'm going with the "spoiled brat" and hasn't grown up yet option. The things she's saying aren't something you say to someone you care about. I suppose if its that she has an odd sense of humor it might be ok but it doesnt sound like it.

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StartingAgain: Yeah, you might be right. Might have to show her the door soon if things don't change. But first... who says we can't have a bit of fun? Maybe a taste of her own medicine ..muahahaha! (i treat her too well!)

 

Fritz: Yeah, i'd put my money on that too. Her friends have told me that they're actually surprised i've even lasted this long with her. They say she's as complex as it gets and actually applaud me. Before i dated her i did a background check on what kind of a person she was and i got the following from her friend (who also happens to be a good mate of mine):

 

Friend: "Oh, well she's really nice, a good person, very friendly...but she can be weird sometimes"

Me: "Weird? How so?"

Friend: "Just weird. I can't explain it. You'll have to find out for yourself"

 

She's really a great person -- its just the weird and childish crap she does sometimes. She can go from altruistic, principled and compassionate straight to ruthless, supercilious and tactless in a blink of an eye. Fortunately more often than not she fits into the former descriptions rather than the latter.

 

I'm willing to see how far this goes. But with caution of course.

 

Thanks for the response.

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A testament to how childish she can be. One time she actually praised her 8 yr old brother for making fun of a girl younger than her by giving her the "what?" treatment whenever she said something.

 

Geez! Talk about immature!

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She can go from altruistic, principled and compassionate straight to ruthless, supercilious and tactless in a blink of an eye.

 

Oh, she's female! LOL

 

How old is this woman? Well, you've only been with her four months. That's not much of an investment. Sounds like you have your guard up and should be fine.

 

who says we can't have a bit of fun? Maybe a taste of her own medicine

 

Oh no, don't do that. Don't compromise your integrity by sinking to her level. Rather the next time she speaks to you in this manner, firmly and matter-of-factly tell her that you won't tolerate being treated this way any longer and to never speak to you that way again. Don't argue with her. If she tries to make an issue of it, simply tell her goodnight and that you will talk to her about this when she can do so as an adult.

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lol...I say lol...because, welp I can't help it.

 

Are you sure this isn't just her sense of humor? If it it, just let her know you aren't into that type of sarcastic love. Maybe it truly is how she expresses endearment to you. I don't know.

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It seems if she feels comfortable talking to you this way after four months...chances are it is only going to get worse. Its sounds like the cycle of verbal/emotional abuse. :(

 

Check out some of the post from people who are currently or have recently left an emotional/verbally abusive relationship...may fit.

 

Sorry man...it sucks...I'm in the process of divorcing a "joking" ass myself...but it took me seven years :(

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Okay i've took your advice and read the thread on For u woman who have been in a verbally abusive marriage ....things, i'm afraid, don't look too bright :(

 

I love this girl. I really do. We have such great potential to be so happy in the future together. And i think deep down, we're both looking that way and are both committed to getting through any obstacles in our paths and taking our relationship as far as it can go.

 

But there's just THIS one problem right now. And i don't know how to fix it apart from talking to her straight up. Maybe trying to understand where this problem stems from may help? I was just wondering if maybe her verbally abusive dad (i'm not sure if it's limited to just that) would have anything to do with it? He's had military experience and she's told me that she wouldn't blame her mother if she cheated on the bastard. I've never heard a thing he's said but from what she's told me he can say the meanest of things. Everyone in their household applies.

 

If it isn't apparent already her relationship with her dad is far from amicable. The ironic thing is she just might be transforming into the very person she could never have imagined (i even remember her asking me one time if i've ever found myself acting like my dad - or turning into the person he was). She's a smart girl so maybe she's aware of it herself but is simply in denial. I don't know.

 

This is psychology i need to brush up on.

 

I'm gonna find my book. :mad:

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A lot of times people throw those insults out as a preemptive defense. She is probably very guarded and insecure with the idea of being vulnerable to you, so she rags on you to protect herself. That type of sarcasm could mean anything though.

 

She may just be a bratty child at heart. 4 months is not enough time for you to see all of her sides.

 

 

What you do, is you go "Stop ****ing with me, and insulting me. I hate it, and it makes me not want to date you."

 

Simple as that. If she still does it, you're right, she doesn't respect you, and probably anyone for that matter. If she loved you, she could sacrifice her childish insults to keep you happy. That isn't asking for much.

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And i don't know how to fix it apart from talking to her straight up.

 

YOU CAN'T FIX THIS FOR HER. This is her problem, not yours. If she'd willing to get help and you want to stick by her, there's nothing wrong with that. It just means you care. But it takes abusive people a long time and a lot of pain before they finally decide they need help.

 

You are simply too young and there are too many opportunities for love for you to tie yourself up with a problem as difficult as this one. Were the two of you married, I'd say that you owe it to her to stand by her and support her if she's dedicated to solving her problems. But you are not married to her. It's time for her to get out of and stay out of any relationship until she discovers the cause of her abusive behavior and gets it under control.

 

Sorry, man, but I will say again that there is pain her you don't want.

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Things can only get worse. I know, I'm in the process of getting myself out of an abusive marriage--fortunately we don't have any children.

 

If she is treating you like this 4 months into the relationship, just think how skilled she'll become at abusing you when she has more experience and/or if you and her were to have children together.

 

"Why?", is a question that survivors of abuse ask that only keeps you in the abusive relationship longer. You can spend the rest of your life trying to figure out why she treats you with disrespect and never find the answer. You can't fix her.

 

Yoy say, "She can go from altruistic, principled and compassionate straight to ruthless, supercilious and tactless in a blink of an eye." Like Dr. Jekyl & Mr. Hyde? Sounds like the old "suck/bash" routine. She sucks you into being comfortable and vulnerable and then just when you are feeling good about things she bashes you.

 

Do yourself a favor, research verbally abusive relationships on the net. Realize that your reluctance to leave the relationship is normal and be ready for a backlash when you do breakup with her. She may stalk you or make false accusations against you. Breakup with her in a public place and don't meet with her or call her after you do breakup.

 

You deserve someone who will treat you with respect all of the time.

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I really appreciate everyone's input on this matter and i've ran a search on "verbally abusive relationships" and am now just starting to read.

 

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Okay. The site stated that if you check over half of the 21 possible choices from the checklist (http://www.lifeesteem.org/wellness/wellnessVA4.html) it's pretty bad news.

 

These are the ones i've checked...

 

- ridicule you and then tell you it's a joke

- threaten to leave (joke afterwards)

- criticize you and call you names

- start arguments after you have been intimate with each other

- present a positive face to the world but negative behaviors at home (errm not exactly sure - all i know is she's different when she's at home ..she's afraid of her dad etc.)

 

I scored 5/21 and like a couple of you have mentioned it's only going to get worse.

 

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In truth, home is also the place where our personal conflicts are worked out, sometimes in ways which are destructive.

These internal conflicts may involve issues of anger, power and control - all of which can lead to verbal abuse. The verbally abusive household is usually not a happy place, and, in extreme conditions, it might not be a safe place

 

Yep. She grew up in a verbally abusive household. Not sure to what extent. She's so afraid of her dad (v.a.) she can't even tell him she's going out.

 

Alrighty. So according to what i've browsed through one of the main reasons for such behavior is power/control and possibly unresolved anger. Which explains why one time when i dropped her home - she refused to go back in the house (it was past 1230am) claiming that she was waiting for her "other boyfriend". I ignored her comment and I told her to get in because it was late but she refused and then we wound up arguing. Geez. I always asked myself -- "why did she say that? she just completely wrecked the night!" But then i realized it was to make me feel insecure so she could gain the upper hand...Power.

 

When things seem to be going well, a fight emerges unexpectedly

 

She has VP positions in the extra-curricular orgs that she's involved in, does exceptionally well academically and at times manages to gloat for being 'better' than someone else. At first i thought it was just her competitive nature and her desire to achieve but there apparently seems to be more to it.

 

The abuser, who also suffers from damaged self-esteem, sees him or herself as the victim and uses power and control over others as a way to survive in what he or she sees as a threatening world

 

Seeing her for almost 5 months now i'm quite convinced that this applies to her. But are there any doubts? What are the chances that all my assumptions are wrong?

 

The big question right now for me is What do i do?

 

When i said i loved her i really meant it. I can't just leave her. I can't. Even more so with what i've just discovered. Have i been brainwashed? Maybe. But the fact that i'm aware of the issues involved in our relationship tells me i've been able to think rationally. Afterall, reason is the faculty in which we observe reality. But what is my solution? I want to help her. She's obviously oblivious to the reasons as to why she behaves the way she does. So someone please direct me to a path in which i can help her rather than showing me that my only option left is to pack my bags and leave.

 

Talking to her. That's a start. But what should i say? I want to tell her everything i've discussed. I'm just not fully aware of the repercussions and how to go about it :( It's obviously a touchy subject.

 

I know this whole thing may not end up the way i'm hoping and praying it will. But i must try. It's not out of guilt. It's not even out of obligation. But it's because i truly care for this person.

 

Any input would be greatly appreciated.

 

Thank you.

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"When i said i loved her i really meant it. I can't just leave her."

 

You better go back and read some more. Abusers count on your loving them and not wanting to leave. YOU DON'T STAY IN AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP. It may be painful to walk away, but far less painful than what you will endure if you stary. Things will only get worse as time goes by.

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Okay. I get the picture.

 

I agree that one shouldn't stay in an abusive relationship BUT she's a smart and a very understanding girl - we talk about psychoanalysis all the time, there must be a way i can address such a problem with her?

 

I want to work through this with her not just because i'm her man but because she's my friend as well. I want so much for her to be happy. If not with me, then at least with somebody else later on. But that won't happen if she continues to have these issues that she's not even aware of --and even more so if i walk out the door now.

 

Again, apart from walking out, which is the obvious last resort --what else is there that i can do?

 

You are simply too young and there are too many opportunities for love for you to tie yourself up with a problem as difficult as this one.

 

But you see, i don't want any other love. I want this one.

 

Sorry, man, but I will say again that there is pain her you don't want.

 

I appreciate the warning. I really do. But i have made up my mind and i refuse to leave her just yet. Not without a fight. So again...

 

If she'd willing to get help and you want to stick by her, there's nothing wrong with that. It just means you care. But it takes abusive people a long time and a lot of pain before they finally decide they need help

 

I'm game. How do i help her realize this?

 

Thanks.

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How do i help her realize this?

 

YOU DON'T! She is going to require a lot of psychotherapy to get over this problem (not psychoanalysis, which is a completely different thing). She's going to need a professional and a good on. Not you. You never try to change someone else. You can only change yourself.

 

I appreciate the warning. I really do. But i have made up my mind and i refuse to leave her just yet. Not without a fight. So again...

 

This is a fight you will loose.

 

walking out, which is the obvious last resort --what else is there that i can do?

 

What everyone has been trying to tell you her is that there is nothing else you can do. Walking out is not your last resort when you find you have hooked up with an abuser. Rather, it is your first course of action. You get hte hell out of the relationship, get over it and move on. There can be nothing but pain for you in the relationship, more pain than you can possibly imagine now. You think you can change her, but you can't. As long as you are with her, she has no reason to change. Why should she? All she has to do is appease you when you complain about her behavior and you'll continue being her little whipping boy.

 

...not just because i'm her man but because she's my friend as well

 

No, you aren't her man; you are her tool. You don't expect much from your friends. Actually she isn't your friend, since friends never treat friends this way.

 

But you see, i don't want any other love. I want this one. "

 

Then perhaps you need to get some psychotherapy yourself to try to understand why, at such a young age, when there are so many women you could choose, you would prefer to be in a relationship you know to be toxic to going out and finding a healthy one.

 

OK, sk0r3, everyone here has tried to warn you off on this. We've tried to give you the benefit of our greatere experience in such matters, but you aren't prepared to listen. You are obsessed. The only sane course of action for you is to tell this woman that she needs to get help and that you will not remain in a relationship with an abuser. If she's so smart, she will understand and do what she has to do. Then maybe someday the two of you can have a relationship. But that probability is slim. What is more likely, she will just go off and find herself another victim. She'll look for someone like you, someone who is kind and compassionate and who gives his heart too freely.

 

Abusive behavior can be the result of past abuse of the abuser. But it can also be the product of one of several personality disorders. Personality disorders are incurable and the goal of therapy for those suffering from them is to bring them to understand their behavior and modify it. It takes years to accomplish this. You are not a psychologist. You ARE NOT qualified to help her with this.

 

You have only been in this relationship for four months. You DO NOT love this woman as much as you think you do. It's impossible. Love doesn't work that way. If you think it does, it's because of your youth. Time to put the fairy tale books away and enter the world of adults. The fact that you are so in love with this woman that you would stay in an abusive relationship after a mere four months involvement, suggests obsessional thinking. Now you can walk away from this relationship with minimal pain, but if you stay and try to fix her, I gaurantee that one day you will find yourself beaten down, searching for one last shred of self-respect and asking yourself why you didn't listen to those people who tried to warn you.

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YOU DON'T! She is going to require a lot of psychotherapy to get over this problem (not psychoanalysis, which is a completely different thing). She's going to need a professional and a good on. Not you. You never try to change someone else. You can only change yourself.

 

Got me wrong. I never said i was going to use psychoanalysis to try and cure her. What i meant was that we discussed psychoanalysis often therefore i'd be hoping she wouldn't be in a complete state of denial when i talk to her about problem.

 

OK, sk0r3, everyone here has tried to warn you off on this. We've tried to give you the benefit of our greatere experience in such matters, but you aren't prepared to listen.

 

I disagree. I have been listening. I never said that i was going to stick to her no matter what. All i said was that i wasn't willing to give her up just YET. I still have to address this with her. That is why i am here.

 

You are obsessed. The only sane course of action for you is to tell this woman that she needs to get help and that you will not remain in a relationship with an abuser. If she's so smart, she will understand and do what she has to do. Then maybe someday the two of you can have a relationship.

 

I agree with what you're saying. Except for the obsession part. ;)

 

It takes years to accomplish this. You are not a psychologist. You ARE NOT qualified to help her with this.

 

I never said i was. I never said i was going to do this on my own neither. All i said was that i needed to talk to her about it - and i need help on how to start.

 

You have only been in this relationship for four months. You DO NOT love this woman as much as you think you do. It's impossible.

 

Without having to get into a philosophical debate on what love is, i will tell you it is possible.

 

Love doesn't work that way. If you think it does, it's because of your youth. Time to put the fairy tale books away and enter the world of adults.

 

What way? I never specified what my philosophical views on love were.

 

The fact that you are so in love with this woman that you would stay in an abusive relationship after a mere four months involvement, suggests obsessional thinking.

 

Or maybe i really do love this woman as much as i say i do? Besides like i said before, i never said that i would stick by her no matter what. I'm not stupid. I can't take that sh*t forever. But i am willing to support her through and through should she decide to get help.

 

That's really all i wanted to know --how do i get her to realize that she needs help? I have to be very careful and sensitive on how i talk to her. But i have absolutely no idea how to go about addressing such an issue. The part i'm finding difficult to articulate is the part where i tell her "Hey, baby - guess what? You're an abuser! Creepy huh?" hehe. Kidding. Well, something like that.

 

So what do i say?

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I would like to have a talk with you about this 10 years from now. You say you are listening, but you aren't. I am not a psychologist; I don't have clue as to how to do this. I would never have got to the point you are in the first place. I wouldn't be in this relationship. I know I can't resuce the world. If you were married to this woman, my advice would be completely different. But you are not married, you are in a short term relatioship with a woman you scarely know and you are taking on something you have no understanding of. The very fact that you are coming here and asking over and over what you should say proves that you are in over your head.

 

We obviously have no adivce you find useful, so I'll give you one more little bit. Make yourself an apointment with a psychotherapist (not a councelor). Ask him/her how you should help this woman. It'll cost you somewhere between $120 an $200 for an hour, but it this woman is so great and you want her so bad, it'll be worth the investment won't it? Then you'll have a professional's opinion.

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The very fact that you are coming here and asking over and over what you should say proves that you are in over your head

 

I think we've had yet another misunderstanding. You mentioned not being a psychologist. I still get the picture that you think i'm asking for advice to maybe 'cure' her. Really, i'm not. I just haven't yet been able to break it to her. I haven't been able to tell her how i've felt (or have been feeling) since i posted on this board about our relationship. I was merely asking if anyone had any bright ideas on how i should break the news --whilst maybe helping her realize the situation without too much of a backlash. I don't think suggestions would hurt me right now 'coz i'm a tad bit bankrupt on ideas.

 

StartingAgain: contrary to what you may think i actually appreciate your advice. so thanks. i'll go call up some mates and see if i can get hold of our psychotherapist.

http://www.alaskawellness.com/jan-feb00/relation.htm

Most people are alarmed to discover that they are verbal abusers and want to stop. They have goodwill and want a relationship of mutuality but don't know how to go about getting one. Others can't or won't give up verbal abuse because they do not have the ability to feel equal in a relationship. For these individuals, self-development is so fragile they believe dominance is required for survival ...Deciding what to do if you believe you are being verbally abused involves many factors. It is important to recognize the abuse as it occurs and understand that you will have to respond with strength and determination to stop it. Sometimes just the act of "calling the foul" is enough to stop it.

 

Well, that pretty much speaks for itself. :) i'm off

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