Habibiti Posted November 12, 2017 Share Posted November 12, 2017 I'm trying my hardest to be a good person. I have my faults. I think of God and talk to him for forgiveness. God's love is unconditional. But, why does God allow people to hurt? Why would God let people hurt people in anyway. I don't understand this? A few days ago I started having bad thoughts. I had to take a break from everything and everyone. It worked. After talking to God and spending time with him. I finally have a new vision. However, everywhere I look I am being harassed by people indirectly. I told myself that i would take these as signs from God.. But I don't understand why so many people, everywhere, has so much hate for me? I Am starting to back out of friendships and relationships with family now because in my heart, they lie to me about things. I know it doesn't seem healthy to close yourself off from the world but I'd rather love God and spend time with him then talk to people who hide things... I know you all hide things... I know you won't be honest and i will always wonder how and why God is doing this to just me? Why he lets people hurt me and put me down. Whenever I am feeling good about myself and life, Someone always puts me down as a way to put me in my place. To tell me that i am nothing, that i will never be anything or ever have love. That's how I feel... In all honesty, i can only relate to a child... A child is vulnerable and has no say so in life really... They have to do what their caregivers do for them... People don't like me... They are mean to me... No matter what i do... I get put down.. I'm just trying to stay strong because i love God and I know he loves me... I just dont understand why he would let people hurt me... Link to post Share on other sites
Soak Posted November 12, 2017 Share Posted November 12, 2017 Look hun, I think you only get to know the true person after three months. People are mean and selfish by nature. It seems that in life it's a matter of how selfish you are willing to become in order to gain benefits. Stand back, be pleasant, take a good look at people. Then decide who you are going to become friends with. Link to post Share on other sites
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