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Angry

Posted 15th January 2008 at 6:46 PM by Micke81

So, I was chatting with John and telling him how a mutual friend of ours joined a social network that we are both friends in. So, I went in and tagged her in a picture in which she, John, and Bob were all in (it was the best picture of her) so that she would have a picture on her page. John freaked out because I tagged the whole picture and it showed up on his site. And instead of telling me that it upset him, he basically ended the conversation. He said he was hungry and going to eat and then...
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I've got no willpower

Posted 10th January 2008 at 4:33 PM by Micke81

Well, the deletion only lasted 24 hrs. I really have no willpower. In fact, John and I actually talked yesterday for an hour and a half. It was nice. Of course it was.

I am starting to think of him more of a friend. And he is starting to move on. He's got a date with someone Friday night. They've known each other just a couple months less than we've known each other. She knows about me. She knew before they decided to go on a date. It wasn't like he asked her out...
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Moving on

Posted 8th January 2008 at 7:21 PM by Micke81

I deleted John from my instant messaging contacts today. And by today I mean just now. In the system that we use, he won't see that I've deleted him and hence still has the option of IMing me. And of course I will answer if he does, but it's time I stopped constantly checking to see if he is online and fighting the temptation to talk to him. My max is 2 hrs of knowing he is online and not IMing him. Even now I want to open the messenger and see if he is there (I know he is because he was there...
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The one good thing

Posted 5th January 2008 at 7:48 PM by Micke81

In the long run, I do hope there will be more than one good thing. But, what I do know, is that Bob and I will make it to "till death do us part". I'm not going to leave him for John, and if I ever was going to leave him for someone, it would be for John. Of course Bob could still choose to leave me, but I highly doubt he ever will. He is not nor has ever been a "grass is greener" person. He's also the most loyal person I know. I guess all marriages go through their ups...
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Feeling Better

Posted 2nd January 2008 at 1:30 PM by Micke81

Well, I'm feeling a bit better today. Each day it gets a bit easier, as can be expected. I still don't have any romantic or sexual feelings for my husband, but I'm finally at the point where I want to. I guess that is the first step.

I called John on his New Years, and it was a very nice conversation, but somehow it really seemed like a final conversation. I don't really know what I mean, we didn't talk about not speaking or it being final, but the time just seemed right for...
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