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Where are we now?

Posted 24th April 2008 at 11:44 PM by Micke81

Well, it's been 4 months since John went home. Where I really am is not very far from where I started, and I feel that in itself is a horrible sign.

Here are the high points of the last 2 months:

1. John and Charlotte are still dating.

2. John tells me he loves her.

3. John finds out that he will be back in my city for work about 1 month from now, and that Charlotte completely trusts him and has no problem with it as long as he doesn't stay...
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I hate my life

Posted 2nd April 2008 at 7:40 PM by Micke81

I'm feeling ultra-depressed tonight. I had such a good week last week, but today is terrible. I want out. I want out of everything.
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Sleepless

Posted 25th February 2008 at 1:26 AM by Micke81

This has been one hell of a week as far as my progress has gone. Really, it's just taken a major beating. Let's recall:

1. Monday night I have a freaky dream about John and Charlotte, that puts me back quite a ways.

2. Tuesday I'm feeling off all day and then stupidly decide to tell John about my dream. John proceeds to tell me he doesn't think he's in love with Charlotte and that if his recent feelings of blankness don't subside, he's going to end it.

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Drama queen?

Posted 20th February 2008 at 4:54 PM by Micke81

Is that what I am? Is it a constant need for validation? I mean, obviously something is wrong with me. Maybe I'm just bored.

I told John about my dream. He was working late last night which he doesn't normally do now that he's dating his new gf. Anyway, I told him I would let him work as I know he really likes to work and hasn't got the chance to lately. He said he wanted to chat, so we did.

He told me he has been depressed the last two days because he thought...
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Dreams :-(

Posted 19th February 2008 at 9:37 AM by Micke81

Last night I had a dream about John and his new gf. I don't remember all the details but I know I was talking to the new gf and being honest about my feelings for John and at the same time telling her I had no intentions of interfering in their relationship. In my dream it went really well and it looked like the two of us would become friends. In fact, I think we hugged at some point. Then I asked her if she minded if I talked to John alone for a minute. She said, "Yes. In fact I do mind."...
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