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Running in a crowd

In a faceless town

I need to feel the touch of a friend :bunny:

In the countryside

I wander far and wide

The isolation gets me again :confused:

 

I don't know where to GO

When I feel like crying :(

Oh my!

It's time to open myself

Do something new

I want to STOP......and grow up a bit :eek:

 

Then suddenly

My power and confidence start swelling up

Magically erupt :mad:

And it's all because of the kindness that I feel

From people I don't even KNOW :o

 

Then suddenly

My intuition and my wisdom grow

And then I know :cool:

That most of all I sense compassion's real

Thanks to strangers where ever I GO :love:

 

Thank you for waking me UP!!! :D

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With broken heart

I came in search of guidance

To get by

 

When love made me

Cry like a child

With little reason why

 

I came and saw their stories

And they helped

To ease my pain

 

"How are they like me?"

I asked

"Are our hearts all the same?"

 

Now with these words

I walk in the new world

That I've been shown...

 

"I see you"

"I know your pain"

"And you are not alone"

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In this hour of darkness

You're no longer there

I reach for you in panic

I find nothing but despair

 

Does anyone need me?

Does anyone care?

I'm drowning in a sea of black

I need to breath the air

 

Where did go?

Why did you leave?

Did you fly away?

In a dream, you loved me still

But dreams won't make you stay

 

I came here for a savior

You gave me something more

You revealed that it was only me

That I've been searching for

 

Time has passed the pain is gone

My vision crystal clear

The future glistening in my eyes

There's nothing more to fear.

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Yaaaaaay! Thanks for sharing both of those made me think quite deeply!

 

Yea! Reading these inspired me to whip one up fast, though I did forget 'you' in the "Where did go?" line. I hope more people will share. It's fun. :)

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Within the broken mirror

I clearly see your reflection

Tears roll down your face, tears roll down your face :(

As your finger traces the edge of the new moon

 

Who is that I'm calling out to

I can see you walk away from me

Time and time again, time and time again :confused:

You will find me knocking on your door

 

With my back pressed against the weight of the world

And the speed of the night

It felt as if a thread was snapping in two

And I held onto you, held onto you, held onto you :o

With all my might!

 

As you share an unbalanced kiss with me

I hope you can feel us getting closer to love

And may your fear and your tearful deceptions

Both come to rest in my heart

 

Oh my love!!!!! :love:

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It all started yesterday....and now I can't think about nothing :confused:

Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent

 

Wish I could dream it all away

And now all I need is a drug....

That can help me make it through another day :o

 

Maybe it's just ME...it won't let me BE!

And I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering me

But I'm saying :(

 

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is

To see the sun shining even if it isn't :cool:

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it is

To hear me say it's all love when it isn't :love:

(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels

To hear you laughing in my ear :lmao:

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels

As if you didn't care :rolleyes:

 

And now I'm just a shell of myself.... I don't want anybody's help :mad:

Maybe I do--maybe I do this for you...

This is my own hell

Is there a BOTTLE, BOTTLE, bottle...some kind of poison that can end it....

A different god I can pray to...

Some type of doctor to fix it.

 

Maybe it's just ME....it won't let me BE!

And I'm too helpless, I guess....

 

Why Me?

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Surrounded by darkness

The flame cries out

It does not know how beautiful and powerful it is

It does not know how much it is truly loved

 

But it is ok

One day it will know

And that day will be glorious

 

Always, I am here

Watching you struggle to walk

For you would not have it any other way

 

And always, will I be there to pick you up

Again and again

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We're breaking things we can't repair

But none of us will take the blame

No nothing can be done this time

All the memories that we've made

I threw them all away

There's no need to talk it over

 

Don't let me get you down

Let's just move on

I am setting you free

 

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more

No I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day

No I don't wanna hurt no more

Strange enough I always knew

I'm taking off today

I don't wanna hurt no more

 

The darkness you left in my soul

Do we know how much we've lost

Will the moon be shine in his bright as before

And his arms sing in the song

Tears well up in my eyes

And I will always wonder

 

Why I will never have

The life I wanted

Now I'm letting it go

 

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more

No I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day

No I don't wanna hurt no more

There's not much more to say

'Cause it's to late now

I won't hurt no more

 

So I wait 'till morning comes

You made it clear that it has been only pain loving me

Things that we won't do for love

I am setting you free

 

'Cause I don't wanna hurt no more

No I don't wanna make you go through one more rainy day

No I don't wanna hurt no more

Strange enough I always knew

I'm taking off today

 

I'm letting you go

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Now what am I supposed to do

When I want you in my world

How can I want you for myself:(

When *you're* already someone's *guy*?

 

First time that I saw you boy

It was a warm and sunny day

All I know is I wanted you

I really hoped you looked my way

When you smiled at me

So warm and sweet

I could not stay

You make me feel like a lilting girl

What do you do to me:)

 

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

No hard feelings

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

I'm gonna be there

 

You're imaging

Feels so damn good to me

It picks me up don't wanna come down

You got me spinning all around

Yeah

*I* need to know

*You've* got that somebody

You're beautiful

But it ain't that type of party

 

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

No hard feelings

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

I'm gonna be there

 

Well I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Baby we'll be butterflies

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

That sounds so divine

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

I guess I will now

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Wait

Wait a little while

 

See it ain't nothing wrong with dreaming

Boy don't get me wrong

Cause every time (every time) I see you (every single time)

I know just how strong (every single time)

That *your* love is for *her*

But emotions just don't lie

 

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

You know I want to stay around

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

I'm so confused now

 

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Already

I'm going to be there

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

I'm going to look for you

 

I guess I'll see you next lifetime

Oh

Oh baby

I'm gonna be there

I'm gonna be there

 

**And, that's all I can do tonite, cuz I want to cry**

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I don't meant to be all party pooper, Gloria25, but these are poems people are writing, not lyrics to songs... :T

 

Oh sorry, and I was wondering about that....:o

 

This is gonna suck/hurt...but here goes :(

 

There's so much I want to say,

But, you won't even come my way...

So much I want to do to you,

And gosh, you have no clue...

 

This "thing" we have, I don't know,

All I know is that it hurts me so...

There's times I feel there's something to gain,

But, all you do is turn me down - again...

 

The pain this is causing me is hard to bare,

So please understand that it hurts with each stare...

 

I guess sometimes things simply weren't meant to be

And, yes, that means "you and me"...

That leaves me with no choice but to not stay,

And protect my heart before you throw me away...

 

One day, in a different time and place,

maybe we'd have a chance to engage in a loving embrace...

Till then, know that you'll be in my heart...

My little "Cinnammon" pop-tart...:love:

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Oh sorry, and I was wondering about that....:o

 

This is gonna suck/hurt...but here goes :(

 

There's so much I want to say,

But, you won't even come my way...

So much I want to do to you,

And gosh, you have no clue...

 

This "thing" we have, I don't know,

All I know is that it hurts me so...

There's times I feel there's something to gain,

But, all you do is turn me down - again...

 

The pain this is causing me is hard to bare,

So please understand that it hurts with each stare...

 

I guess sometimes things simply weren't meant to be

And, yes, that means "you and me"...

That leaves me with no choice but to not stay,

And protect my heart before you throw me away...

 

One day, in a different time and place,

maybe we'd have a chance to engage in a loving embrace...

Till then, know that you'll be in my heart...

My little "Cinnammon" pop-tart...:love:

 

That was great, thank you.. :(

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Skin like inconel, my exoskel' is the shell

by the words, straight outta hell

Twelve shiny bells knell for the quell

shall Shovell dwell within the dead dells

Rebellin' to an end, melancholy again

dreams of ghastly happi-ness

Paradox, my madness

Skippin with a jolly beat

of life trippin on ASD

Oh Shadow how you lied to me

Broken reflection cried to me, cried to me

Ride with me

Is what He said

Follow the hollow Shadow

to the sorrows of a brighter tomorrow

Swallow blue pills

then we chill through thrill in the bliss of ignorance

belligerence to the different

Difference? What is it?

Accent I speak is intelligence

Ever since a fetus, I lacked impetus

so my thesis, I'm steadily cheated

but I gotta beat it, even when the ether's heated

the greater life I gotta reach it

Shadow I must divorce, trust this course

even though coarse, for the worse

A Walking Live in a dead land

Double hedonist with two left hands

On blind dates with "I can't"

Best friends with "I can"

Shadow still keeps me,

deceiving,

leading me,

eating me,

please go away

Shade come and play

stay in the fray

wanna hear a skreigh

road laid in goal

sin for the soul

secrets unfold

let's take a stroll

 

..........

 

I Ramadan from the automatonic

Platonic with with the world, how ironic

Valor for the valiant to those forgotten

Lone on the pinnacle of the mountain

Is there sustenance for Shade

Maybe on the next light of Durin's Day

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Here's the map out of this one Lol

 

"Skin like inconel, my exoskel is the shell by the words straight outta hell"

[inconel is one of hardest metals on Earth. It has become his exoskeleton by words from hell. The words are people calling him names and judging him, which made him have thick skin]

 

"Twelve shiny bells knell for the quell"

[Reference to Cinderella when the clock hits midnight his menal rebellion will be quelled, he will have to snap back to reality]

 

"Shall Shovell dwell within the dead dells"

[A dell is a small valley among trees. A reference to a dream he once had. Was it a nightmare or a good dream?]

 

"Rebellin' to an end, melancholy again"

[He fought to the end only to be depressed again]

 

"Dreams of ghastly happi-ness, paradox my madness"

[Reference to deep daydreams of happiness. The dreams are ghastly yet they are about happiness to him. Which is why it is a paradox, a contradiction.]

 

"Skippin with a jolly beat ,of life trippin on ASD

Oh Shadow how you lied to me, Broken reflection cried to me, cried to me, Ride with me, is what he said"

[Going through life nonchalantly while on ASD (Autistic Spectrum Disorder). He claims the Shadow lied to him about who he is and should be. His reflection in a broken mirror wept to him. It was the shadow mocking him.]

 

"Follow the hollow Shadow, to the sorrows of a brighter tomorrow"

[The shadow tells him to follow him blissfully into the next days doing the same thing, nothing different.]

 

"Swallow blue pills,then we chill through thrill in the bliss of ignorance"

[if you seen The Matrix you can understand the 'Red Pill, Blue Pill' reference. Blue pill represents blissful ignorance of illusion, while red represents painful truth and reality]

 

"Difference? What is it?"

[They can't accept his "being different" so what does it exactly mean to be different?]

 

"Accent I speak is intelligence"

[usually if you have a thick accent people cannot understand the words you speak. He is saying he speaks intelligently so thick, not many could relate."]

 

"Ever since a fetus, I lacked impetus"

[Referencing him being slow, or not fast enough ever since he was born. He took 10 months to be born, and through life he has always been a "late bloomer". Impetus is another word for velocity or speed.]

 

"so my thesis, I'm steadily cheated, but I gotta beat it, even when the ether's heated, the greater life I gotta reach it"

[He feels cheated in life. But knows that he cannot quit while things get hot--no matter how hot. And when you set fire to ether, a highly flammable liquid, things will burn.]

 

"Shadow I must divorce, trust this course, even though coarse, for the worse"

[He must leave shadow alone. Even if it means going through a tougher path.]

 

"A Walking Live in a dead land"

[An inverted reference to "The Walking Dead". Instead he is a live person living in a dead world in his eyes."]

 

"Double hedonist with two left hands"

[in the middle ages. or before, being left handed was considered sinister. But studies shown that lefties had achieve many above-average tasks. But it did not matter.]

 

'On blind dates with "I can't",Best friends with "I can"'

[blind dates are rarely successful, but best friends are not something you find around the corner. Basically, get in tuned with motivation and positivity rather than demotivation and negativity.]

 

"Shadow still keeps me, deceiving, leading me, eating me,"

[Your shadow will always be a part of you. In his case, he is fighting to not sink with it.]

 

"please go away"

 

"please go away, Shade come and play, stay in the fray

wanna hear a skreigh"

[shadow wants him to stay strained and tense to the point of him crying out a screeching scream; which is a skreigh]

 

"road laid in gold"

[A road laid in gold, a loose reference to Wizard of Oz.]

 

"sin for the soul"

[Through that road of gold lies sins so deep that'll darken the soul itself]

 

"secrets unfold"

[What is done in the dark comes to light. And even though others might not see what you done, it will still come to light with "you".]

 

"let's take a stroll"

 

"I Ramadan from the automatonic"

[Ramadan is the ninth month in a Muslim year. It is when strict fasting is done. In this case, he fasts from automatism. Refusing to be a social robot.]

 

"Platonic with the world, how ironic"

[Platonic means being in an intimate and affectionate relationship that is non sexual. But it is ironic because there is nothing intimate and affectionate about the world, it'll go on with and without you. The world has vast ways to screw you.]

 

"Valor for the valiant to those forgotten"

[Those who go through life grinding hard to get by, doing what they supposed to, with valiance, often gets little recognition. But, those who continue with blatant stupidity gets catered and pitied to very often.]

 

"Lone on the pinnacle of the mountain, Is there sustenance for Shade, Maybe on the next light of Durin's Day"

[Durin's Day is the special year for the Dwarves in Tolkien's "The Hobbit". The light of Durin's Day on the Lonely Mountain gave the Dwarves hope and drive. He sits alone on the mountain waiting for the light.]

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Cast a lure to the Plenty of Fish

Body by B is the figment wish

Dive in the depths of dark CL,

The Dates of Hell, strange stories to tell

Pick up a dame at a famous bar

First slop top inside a car

Fun don't stop when we reach the nest

We stroke til the brink of a Little Death

 

After the night of ecstacy

Next AM she's wrapped to me

Want me to hold her didn't care

I Held her hand, played in her hair

The coldest whisper in her ear

Told her words she want to hear

jumped from the sack put on the pants

Then she said, let's do this again

 

What have I done

It was only for fun

Where have I gone

All just for fun

 

Snow bunny blonde takes a glance at me

Met her on the 4th floor at CC,

Spat about art got her in the feels

She love Dali, so I kept it surreal

Made her mind melt,and we started to text,

next we went from text to first date sex

Locked me down said that I'm the best,

Turns out I was just a melanin fix

 

Intimacy no love expected

Wet panties and full erections

Why say love when you never try,

and you can't deny, that it's a lie

Wanna find love dont look too fast,

real love comes lookin at a glass

Can't get hung up over silly things,

Went bought myself a ring

 

What have I done

It was only for fun

Where have I gone

All just for fun

 

Met up with the dame again

Pull up in the door no words are said

Toss and wrestle on the bed

Sweat, scratches, and pulling hair

After the night of ecstacy

Next AM she's wrapped to me

jumped from the sack put on the pants

Then she said, let's do this again

 

What have I done

It was only for fun

Where have I gone

All just for fun

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