I am confused

[Dodo]

Here my story is :

 

I met A person FIRSTLY and A has been teaching me many things . I also kept some lectures from A person. A trusted me

 

I also met another groups but at the beginning I did not know anything about this groups and I also was introduction myself to this group and I also told them, " I am not insterested in anyone"

 

..and I gave everyone to anything which A has been taught... since I do not want to keep anything for myself ... ( you can call me " a cheater" and YOU CAN BLAME ME for that!!). From time to time, I was beginning to know this group because:

 

For example: I told them , " I'm girl", AT THE BEGINNING and I thought they can trust me but some day I chatted with someone a few months later, someone told me " if they know you are girl..." I saw the light from there but I continue to do everythings.

 

Also, I STILL DID NOT KNOW that this group has been using me and I was sacrasm, chara assistant, ridicul, enemy instead from them.Lucky, somedays, I know this and they kicked me out. I gave them a second chance, but i can not stand them anymore. While staying in there, I want to tell them to a few thing I lied. However, I saw :

 

- they always listen to their friends because I do not have same groups with them

 

- If i want to stay there, I have to gave them to secret informations as I must have obligation anything with them

 

- their slogan is " very nice . beware"

 

- they told everyone in there since " I cannot be trustworthy since I lie everyone notice"

 

 

What should I do with this group?

[BeReal]

Dodo,

 

I don't understand your post but I will try to help. I would spend time with people and groups that are friendly and respect me. Stay away from people who treat you poorly and make you do things you are uncomfortable with.

[Ally Boo]

Your post is confusing, why don't you use made up names or something, give us some more info.

[Bill]

Nice story. What does this all mean?