It didn't work

[mgutierrez]

I tried, we talked about it said we would work things out. I was doing everything in my power to be see through open with communication avoid unnecessary arguements. Cooked cleaned did everything pretty much my phone was out there I didn't talk to people I knew bugged him. It wasn't enough he's not committed and I obviously am not going to force him. The other night he didn't come home he claims he was at the casino all night yet would rarely answer my calls and when he would text it was to say I'm on my way don't be mad. Bull**** he never got there so yes I was mad, better yet furious!! He lost so much money at the casino. 8am and he still not home so I go find him there he was on a machine. He still lost 400 while I was there me being there telling him lets go didn't make him leave instead he said I was a psycho and just bs how he was doing to me what I had done to him years ago when he was in prison. Like did he not get his payback when he was ***in around with other girls? I just can't understand why he just didn't say that since the beginning? If you know you don't want a relationship and are not going to stop ****ing around just tell the person. Don't waste eachother time or make the other person think you're going to put your all in it. I am just so pissed and shocked like why da *** would somebody do that?? I'm so done. There are no more second chances his abuse is never going to stop. I answered my own question from my last post there is no fixing. It takes two for that. Proud of myself for doing my part but I don't feel it was worth it

[health]

The real question is - why do you put up with such an addict and low life?

 

This is great though - if you DO leave him, build your self esteem and KNOW you deserve someone better! Cheating on you? Jail? Gambler? Ya. Get out. Actually before it's too late! All the best!