Bliss25 Posted April 24, 2017 Share Posted April 24, 2017 Hello all, I think I gave an update around the 6 months part.. But a lot has changed. So its over a year now since my b/u and I am quite lost to be honest.. The problem is that everything looks very good from the outside. I have achieved more than ever in this last year than ever in my life before. I started hobbies that I never thought I would be able to do. I finished the worlds biggest open water swim and I am not exactly a good swimmer. I have met the best friends in the world and formed extremely close relationships with them. I have gotten my body in shape and been on once in a life time holidays. But through all of that, I am empty, depressed and still have that feeling of nothing to look forward to constantly. I have met probably over 40 women in the last year.. none of which I had any interest in being in a relationship with. And that is OK because I do not want to be in a relationship.... But there is the problem... I do not want to be in a relationship because I STILL believe so hard that my ex is the only person for me and that I will never find someone as fitting again. I still believe my ex are the only person to have ever brought the best out of me and no one will be able to do that again. I still know that I have never ever loved anyone or anything as much as I loved her. I wish I will start feeling differently and have purpose again. For now I will continue to set goals for myself and achieve them. I will continue to try be a better person for myself day by day. I hope there is light eventually. Link to post Share on other sites
SadEgg Posted April 24, 2017 Share Posted April 24, 2017 I'm with you. It's been over a year for me too since my boyfriend broke up with me out of nowhere.Ive done everything you are supposed to do and everyday it seems to become more of a struggle. My sister said she thinks it's impossible to fully get over someone until you meet someone new but I have no interest in getting back out there because I'm still in love with my ex. I want to reach out as much as my body wants air but my pride keeps me from doing so. If you ever figure it out, let me know Link to post Share on other sites
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