SadSmiley Posted August 29, 2014 Share Posted August 29, 2014 It was four years ago, but I cannot let go of the pain he brought me. (He apparently can forget better than I can.) It was four years ago when I decided never again was I to have anything to do with him. Why I opened up the lines-- maybe because the hardship I was having, that I felt like I can deal with difficult relationships. I'm faltering. His presence let alone in my social networking makes me anxious. It makes me somewhat sad too but I can't control what I feel. Lack of trust, insecurity... It has affected my relationship and reaction towards him (being cautious, at a distance, provoked when bringing up memories). He remembers it different than I did. Mine is painful and I could make a list. I can do as I did before and silently slip away. My fear is that he'll notice. But it's not like he's noticing me now... Link to post Share on other sites
Reels Posted August 29, 2014 Share Posted August 29, 2014 You can try, and tell if it worked. Link to post Share on other sites
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