sanne Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 at this point i'm so disgusted with myself. it's like i just can't bring myself to do what i know i need to do. i'm pretty sure i'm not even in love with my ex anymore, but it's just so hard to actually leave her. she has done nothing but horrible things to me and yet i'm still here for some reason trying to work things out with her. i want to be the type of person i imagined i was before this relationship, strong and confident. it's like this relationship has turned me into the weakest person i have ever been. i've lowered my standards completely and have let way too much slide. i waffle back and forth between the idea of staying and working it out and leaving all the time. i can never be happy with either decision it seems. Link to post Share on other sites
westernxer Posted May 12, 2005 Share Posted May 12, 2005 You sure as hell aren't doing yourself a favor by staying. Get some distance and clear your head. That's all I'm going to say. Link to post Share on other sites
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